may ocho

Today was a shame from the gate
And I prayed that it raised face
From feelings of hate to distrust
Which are the same in a way
Not that I think you care

When the world is filled with warfare
nuclear missiles in the air

there's hardly oxygen to spare
With volcanic ash everywhere
today's a day I just don't care
If I have stains on my outerwear
And she by whom I'm impaired
Is nowhere to share my despairs

This love has taken it's toll on me
I've said goodbye too many times before
Ive seen her heart break in front of me
Which is why I won't say goodbye anymore
I feel lost for direction
Like my hearts under compression
It doesn't matter my selection
I'm cursed to be left again
or will I be decapped 
Like an expendable man